I had a crazy dream the other day and when I woke up, I realized it was a “Passover” dream. I was having dinner with some observant friends of mine and when we were finished, we went outside to a beach where it was still light out. Soon, I began to notice groups of Chassidic men dressed in black (their usual attire) balancing on very tall waves. While they were balancing, they were smiling, dancing, and doing other tricks such as spinning and balancing on their heads. It was amazing! When I awoke, I made the connection between the parting of the Red Sea when the Jews fled Egypt. Beautiful! Happy Passover!






just lost her daughter. At these times, I have a hard time believing that G-d cares about us, that G-d is watching us, and that G-d is all-powerful. I have been struggling with these alleged characteristics of G-d for a long time. I just can’t love a G-d that allows children and other innocents to suffer. I am fine with thanking G-d for all of my blessings. I feel that my life is very blessed. But when I look back in history or I look at the suffering that is going on today, I just can’ t believe that an all-knowing, all-powerful, merciful G-d exists among all this. Don’t even start with that crap that “G-d works in mysterious ways . . . ” and that “we just aren’t meant to understand it . . .” No matter what G-d’s reason is for this kind of suffering, I can’t love G-d for it. I can be thankful to G-d for my own blessings, but I can’t sing praises as long as this kind of suffering continues.